Over the last decade she has done a lot of work to get to good place and she credits counseling, antidepressants, a wonderful church community and her faith in God for helping her come out of her darkness. I personally would like everyone to know how terrifying it is for a person to do what Amanda has decided to do and while I am so inspired by her bravery… I am even more excited for her to experience that transformation that’s about to happen in her life BECAUSE she’s decided to finally ignore the fear that’s kept her silent and break free from her shame.